I have days when I feel like I can conquer the world, take life by the horns and charge on.
But in this moment, in these days, I feel like I am failing.
Failing at motherhood.
Failing at being a wife.
Failing as a friend.
Failing as an entrepreneur.
Failing as a photographer.
Failing as a creative.
Failing as a human.
Failing at breathing life into my soul.
I know there will always be things that I could do differently. Do better. But here, now, I'm doing the best I can. I'm taking everything one day at a time, sometimes one hour at a time. And for today that's ok. If that's how I can get through the days of 'failing' then that's ok.
Many times I expect too much of myself and think that I have to carry it all, alone.
But I'm not alone.
And when I remember that 'failing' really only happens when I stop trying.
When I stop putting one foot in front of the other.
When I stop loving up on the people that mean the most to me.
When I stop giving everything I am to everyone and everything.
When I stop being me.
That's when I have failed.
But for today, in my moments of feeling like a failure, I find the things that speak to my soul and soak them up. I breath life into my soul and I carry on.
I remind myself, 'you are enough.’
What do you do?
What do you do in your days of feeling like you're failing?
I hope you keep on keeping on.
And I hope you know that you are enough.